With 2018 quickly coming to an end, like today! It is important that we all remember what we have learned about ourselves, and what lessons we still learning. I have learned a lot! I learned how not to be fearful of the unknown, but to be more curious and open to the unknown possibilities that await. I have learned to let go more and let God. This is something that I do, but I don’t do enough. I would let go but keep one eye open on watch, as if God will let me down, and he hasn't yet. I have learned that a hobby is a place of peace that gives you a peace of mind. Skating is my hobby❤️. It is MY TIME where I forget about the outside world and its problems. It is where I forget I have problems. Yes I have problems too! It is where I release my stress and when I done don’t even remember why I was mad in the first place. Its ALMOST like sex, almost better than sex too😏. When I step onto the wood it like stepping into a vortex where life becomes weightless, everything is light and easy, carefree. And its not until I step outside that I realized I did the unthinkable and completely let go. Its like hitting a yoga pose for the first time perfectly, you don’t realize it until you come down that you actually did it, you actually captured your practice. Thats how skating is for me, its capturing my inner vinyasa or “flow” and nothing can break that flow of good vibes. This is the lesson I am taking with me into the new year, “Keeping flow and good vibes unbreakable.”
I want to give GOD praise this year to all the very special people that I met this year💕. I have never had such an amazing amount love from people as I did this year. I have always suffered from accepting people anxiety, yes I made that up, and it has always been hard for me to trust people. But this year has made me want to reach for those who reach for me, I usually pull away cause of trust issues. But all in all, I know 2019 is going to be a great year just based off of how 2018 is ending. See you all next year👍.
~ Sassy 💋
A Look into 2019
through the eyes of 2018